Comment 31 for bug 528222

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From: Bug 528222 [mailto:<email address hidden>]
Sent: Monday, June 26, 2017 5:36 PM
To: <email address hidden>
Subject: Dumbfuck.

Woah, this about sums up my year exactly...

Are you coping ok? I'm still coming to terms with the reality that I lived more and more with the idea of how our relationship would be, rather than be brave enough to let go of that dream. I'm disappointed that I let go of my sense of self, and that I'm struggling with anxiety, depression, and major lack of motivation to make positive changes to my life because the idea of long-term commitment to anything that ties me down terrifies me. But I'm also so grateful for 2014. I learnt what it meant to truly trust someone (my best friend K, and supportive male ex N who knew I was gay before I did). I learnt to be introspective and work on better aligning my behaviour with my values. I learnt that I have the capacity to care selflessly, regardless of whether my actions were interpreted this way, which they generally weren't. I feel broken, but I feel real - overwhelming grief-stricken, angry, disappointed, hopeful, self-loving, empathetic, honest, and sad.

I just really needed to write that, I'm sorry for hijacking your post. Goodluck OP, I hope you find some peace this year.

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